Understood.... and Over, Captain

People would judge me as a:
- jerk
- dog
- son of a bitch
- bastard
- asshole
- fucking heartbreaker
..... etc.

Luckily I'm GENERALLY not known to be like this. All the contrary, ever since I was little, I made a resolution to be the best person I could be without hurting anyone, being nice, and trying to carve a place for me where I went. And again, I was lucky... I had great friends, a great family and great support. They've made me the person I am today, and I'm proud of who I am. I hold no regrets and no hard feelings. Though things have happened in the past, I've made a promise to myself, to face each thing that crosses my path.

People. Take a CHILL pill and CHILL.

Yeah... things happen and maybe I AM stupid, and I don't know how to face things, but with each passing day I become stronger. I am someone who's always going to fight for what he believes. I take my own decisions and I don't blame anyone for them. I've been played with in the past, but hey, I've come with terms with THAT too. Yeah. ME, ERIC DELTON, spoke to my ex, Christine. She was all over me (still a crazy bitch, that woman). I told her that I was sorry I tried killing her (yeah... I tried to... HEY if I told you the story you wouldn't blame me). She said something like she would love me forever and if she couldn't have me, no one would. I... um.... told her I was honored but that I would decline her offer with most regret (LIKE NO WAY IN HELL WOULD I GET BACK WITH YOU). She said she would always keep trying and she wouldn't stop until dead. I blinked and nodded, then thanked her for her... devotion? Anyways.... we'll be seeing more about her in the future, I'm sure. But meanwhile, I made my peace with her. It wasn't easy, but I decided I would tie some lose knots here and there. Next, I visited Leo's house................... YEAH, well some knots are never meant to be tied........

I think... it's a matter of devotion. We're all devoted to the things we desire above anything else. Sometimes we make the wrong decisions and others are hurt, even though we didn't want things to end that way. Sometimes we're misunderstood, but we can't control how others think. That's the thing. You can't control a person's mind and say: THINK OF ME AS I'M A GOD, DAMN IT. No, unfortunately, if it were that way, things would be too easy (and Ashley would've taken control of the world already, jk jk Ash). I'm happy that 0f all the people I've met, 98% consider me someone worth knowing, someone who can guide others, someone who can be admired. I'm humble about it, though. I think that my grandfather was someone to be admired, and that's who I'm going to take as a reference. I think I care too much, people blame me for many things I never really did to begin with, but you know what? Sure, MOULIN ROUGE QUOTE HERE: "come what may". Whatever. If it makes you feel better, blame it all on me, I'll take the blame willingly, because I'm a piece of shit from your point of view. But if that makes you stronger, if it makes it easier for you, sure... think it that way.

You see... the thing is... I'll keep existing, with double the intensity, double the feelings, making sure I can be a man my kid's are someday proud of presenting to their friends. That's the type of man I want to become: one who's there to protect, one who's there to look for as a pillar... and I will be this type of man, becuase I fight constantly for that. Eric Delton is here to proove a point, to make himself known, to be there... As the fire I control, I'm always going to shed some light, no matter what.

I'm a teen worth knowing, I'll become an adult worth being remembered. This is who I am. Wait for me, People's magazine, I'm going to be on the covers. Larry King, you better survive some more years, cause you'll be interviewing me in no time... haha!! And Richard... dude... you're going to knight me :P whether you like it or not!

So yeah. Be happy, live happy, let others live... and you'll become someone proud of who you are.

I'm leaving to Oxford in a few weeks, so I think I won't be able to keep this blog... damn it :O
Well, anyways, maybe I'll pass this space to someone else... I don't really know yet... hehehe.

LSD

WHEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

XD

Dismissed

I don't know what's going on with me.

No, really. I don't.

I mean... I'm happy... maybe too happy.

And I really don't know what to do or how to do it

This is very confusing.

Shit. ><

To no avail

Today was my grandfather's birthday.

He's the head of the family, the great KAHUNA. The man can't be taller than 5'3, but he's one of the most imposing men I've ever met. When he has a determined idea in his mind, there is nothing in this planet that will stop him. For this, his 76th birthday, he chose a grand party, like no other. If you've seen "Meet Joe Black", you've got a pretty good idea just how big it was. All of us, all his grandchildren were there.

I personally consider him a great man. He lost his only male children. The oldest son died product of a stroke. This was Leonardo's father. He was supposed to inherit the great Empire of Delton industries. When he passed away, Leo was the one chosen to take over the family business. Leo declined, saying he couldn't care less about all that shit and that he would become a doctor. By this time he had left on his own to Paris. That's where he studied, and that's where he met Caroline, his wife. My grandfather was furious at his actions, but Leo's dad was the favorite child, so when my cousin decided he wanted to open a hospital, grandpa covered everything. He made sure his grandson got the very best (and well, he can't deny it, he admired Leo's determination in wanting to become a doctor).

My aunts (I have 5) don't play much in my life. They're basically plastic, social and well, beautifully. I don't want to go into them honestly.

My father... was the black sheep of the family. He married the wrong women, decided on the wrong career, did whatever he wanted and apparently he also died the wrong way. He wasn't an ideal man, that I'll give to you, but he DID have his good points. My dad was an architect, he spent the whole day designing (thing that didn't go in my grandpa's plans). He met my mother in one of his travels. However, my mother wasn't exactly from a wealthy family and she wasn't either 'normal'. She was from another world... umm... yeah I mean it... literally. She never spoke of it, and I found out rather recently (at their funeral). The whole family had disagreed on the option, but hey... my dad liked his woman. When they fell in disgrace, they wanted to make amends with the man (grandad). That's the reason why they accepted... having my little sister, Ashley. My mom wanted nothing to do with the child and my father soon became pressured on other things. They HAD managed to get on grandpa's good side again and the money came flowing. Things weren't exactly peaceful, though. Mom and Dad were GREAT with Luce and me, but I knew that they didn't like Ash.

Why? I'll never know, I don't even want to ask Ashes. I know she won't tell me, she doesn't talk about the past at all.

Anyways, contrary to Leo, I, Eric DELTON, always wished to become the heir of the Delton Empire. By the time my parents had died in a car crash I had fully demonstrated my ability. My grandfather personally told me he wanted me to take of the family business. When my parents died, all of my aunts and uncles agreed with the decision. After all, my parents might've been problematic, but I was a 'great' child. They wanted to build around me this grand illusion. Eventually, I learned the business and although I'm still at school, I take some mayor decisions for the Industry from time to time.

Fact is. There are still a lot of things I don't understand. Since a long time ago, Deltons have been involved with the 'magical' world. I never imagined I would turn out to be a guardian, BUT I did know my grandfather has some weird connection to all that. Leo's a neurosurgeon, but he also 'studied' something about mystical creatures. He knows how to handle all sort of different creatures... actually has equipment to treat them. What's up with that? How can he know how to treat so many different kind of creatures? How did he learn... when? ... Why? Those are some of the questions that pop up.

Ashley told me she wasn't coming to the birthday. I don't really know if she had been invited.

But she was there. Yeah. In one specific part of the evening, my grandpa retired from the party. I followed him silently. Then there they were. She had appeared from the shadows, and my grandfather was speaking to her. There was a look in her eyes I couldn't interpret, as if she were threatening him or IMPOSING herself above him. My grandpa looked as if he were 'in business mode'. The meeting was very secretive. Some few minutes later they both disappeared and I couldn't follow because Lucy and my other cousins caught up to me.

I'm confused.

Well anyways.... I have to go... they're calling for me...

Damn.

HELLO HELLO, don't know why you say goodbye, I say HELLO!

Hiii everybody, this is yours truly Eric Delton reporting.

On Friday I'll be participating in this big competition on national TV. I have to talk about...

"THE BEATLES"

Yeah. I know tons about them. I know they played several songs, they liked LSD... they changed the world, and Paul McCartney wrote "Yesterday" which is one of the greatest songs ever written. Yep. That's all I know about them.

LUCKILY, Richard seems to love the Beatles. I went to the palace this afternoon and he showed me this GIANT room with everything about them.

"If you were gay, you'd fall for one of the Beatles." I told him, quirked eyebrow

"I'd turn gay for one of the Beatles." he replied seriously

I remained silent, looking at him.

"DUDE, keep away." I started laughing at him.

Point is. I'm going to be learning almost everything there is to know about the Beatles. This is going to be QUITE an interesting experience. Above that, I'm participating with some of my good friends. We're going to dress as the Beatles and shit. The people from the program told us that the more original and happy we were the more they would pay US! I'm HAPPY RIGHT NOW! YAY!

I can invite 3 people to this Program. Veronique's ticket already has her name. She's going to cheer the team. Duh! Richard's going, he would kill me if I didn't invite him. We're giving him a walkie talkie so that he can help us in one section. Other than that, I invited Lucille, who also happens to be a fan. I tried to invite Ash instead of Lucy, but Ashley... said no. She didn't LITERALLY say no... she said something more, but that was the basic essence of her words. She's in a PRETTY foul mood right now....

I don't know why, don't ask me about it!

Sayonara, people.

I SAY HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo!!

Minority

Today I went to a meeting in Delton Industries. My grandfather was there telling me just all the responsibilities I would have once the company was all mine. During this very important meeting, where everyone was serious and concentrated, suddenly my cellphone rang.

What's so wrong about that, you might wonder...?

1. It was my girlfriend (who I adore mind you) calling me to see how everything had turned out. <== this is not a problem, I'm just stating the facts.

Problems: A. I had forgotten to change it into SILENT MODE

B. As a way to tease my girlfriend, I had used a specific ringtone on her.

It goes something like this: "Mi amor, Hello, o sea, no me vas a contestar el telefono? Te estoy para llamar mi amor. Mi vida, mi amorcito lindo, no me vas a contestar? O que!? Estas hablando con otra y de la gran PUTA... O QUE!? TE LA ESTAS COGIENDO!? CONTESTAME PEDAZO DE MIERDA!?" The fellow executives stared at me.

"Sir..." One of the assistants murmured in my ear. "You're phone."

"My phone? No no... gentlemen I forgot my phone at home."

---- the ringer continues -----

"Sir... It's coming from your bag."

"Now now... You're listening to things."

Somehow I managed to convince them it was not my phone. And after 3 repetitions of the same ringtone, I think Vero realized I was STILL in the meeting. hahahaha! That's so funny xD

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Well, now. That was the funny part of this blog entry. Cat's journal was very interesting. I don't have much to say about it. As I've mentioned, I'm a guy who likes to get along with everyone and I've had REAL issues with very few people. I like to consider myself a man of many friends and few regrets, and I live my life around that politic. However, I can't force anyone to be my friend or to care about my decisions or my life. If you don't care, then you don't. Good for you. Hope you have a good life too. I really do appreciate her feelings for me, her feelings of me having a nice life with my girlfriend, etc. I can't blame her for the decision she's taken or the decisions she's about to take. I can't blame her either for trying so hard.

She's not a bitch btw. To those who read her journal... where she says she's going to be a real bitch... she'll try, but she's really a good person, and I agree she's loyal and she'll be a great mother. That's for sure. I think Christian's won the jackpot and I'm glad she's found someone like him. He's a serious man who might be able to give her what she wants and needs.

As for me... yeah, I have a one year-long relationship with Veronique. I think she's a very intricate person. We both have strong characters, we both have our flaws, but I think we have a very stable relationship, not just your day to day kind of thing. She's someone that has a lot to give and well, we'll work things out: slowly, but surely. (I know it sounds corny, ha xD) But we will. That woman has taught me quite a few things already, and I'll keep on going, for her. ........

Finally, I'm going to kill Ashley. I will. I really will. I want to know what she's going to do in the upcoming talent show, but she won't tell me. Damn. And Leo... I won't even GET INTO him. Did I mention that the little creep, Zack is actually pretty cute? And smart... little bugger just might steal anyone's heart. That's it for yours truly, -Erix-