Monday, July 14, 2008

Hidden innermost deepest darkest fantasies involving Julian

Whao. Um. Yeah.

I think it'll be much easier to do this if it's like a narrated story... here it goes.

Julian is looking at me with those slanted and malicious eyes of his, with a little smirk in his lips. He licks them and I know he wants to do me; hell, not do me, FUCK me. I unbutton the first button of my shirt and glance at him, smirking back. I feel hot as he stares at me and undresses me like that. I grab my belt, take it off and place it around his neck, pulling him to me, and kissing him. I hold him by the shoulders and I push him down, unzipping my pants. He kneels before me, blowing me and whispering hot words. When I've had enough, I grab him and slam him against the wall and we make out wildly. One minute we're there, and another second, I'm slamming him against a table. I do HIM, tying him up with my belt until I feel satisfied. Finally, as I'm doing him and revelling in the pleasure of having him under me, I feel a pair of hands embrace me from behind. She's moaning into my ear...

... and oh brother, I'm sorry, that's as much as I can make public.

In resume:

Deepest darkest fantasies:

- Threesome with me doing HIM and Katzereine. <3

- Doing him inside my jet

- Bonus:
Me doing Rudyard while Julian does me! (VIVA ALPHAPUP! just kidding man, just kidding XD)

Thursday, July 10, 2008

My Routinary Circumstances

Yesterday I ate with Katzereine. LIKE ALWAYS, there was a giant thunderstorm surrounding us. Seemingly there's something about our relationship that's 'cosmic' and God's giving us a sign about it. It's meant to be... HAHA, there's lightning, you've got Zeus' permission.

Anyways. Today was pretty boring. Everyone was busy and I had some stuff to do for myself.

1. I sleep like a log. It's practically impossible to wake me up during the night. However, I have a powerful alarm clock which wakes me up perfectly at 7:00. IT always works.

2. I put my soccer uniform for early practice at the field, where the grass is still humid and looks really green. I run around the field, do some exercise. I take my soccer ball and bounce it. First, I bounce it with my knees, then with my chest and knees, then I combine my chest, knees and head. I make a combination. I always get the feeling like I'm being watched, and I am probably being (I've heard some of the girls squealing). I take off my shirt... since they're there, might as well give 'em a good show... I keep bouncing the ball, until I feel myself adrenaline pumped. Afterwards, I kick it around, run around with it... (People say I'm just like a puppy... NOT TRUE!)

3. Afterwards I go take a bath. I wash my hair (shampoo and all). I put on my school uniform, my Armani cologne; how you smell is important.

4. I lock my room, go to classes. On my way to the classroom, I have breakfast (the cafeteria lady, who A-D-O-R-E-S me, makes ME and ONLY ME, pancakes). Finally, I walk into the classroom, listen to the teacher. Half of my mind is into the class, the other half is stuck in trascendental and non-important stuff. I think about Katz (important), I think about Celine (important), about Leo (non-important).

5. At half morning, I'm probably eating a sandwhich i've prepared myself the night before, or just eating some random snack (mid-morning snack).

6. At recess, I get together with the guys. We all eat under the giant tree, where there are tons of benches and most of the class goes there anyways.

7. Back to classes. Once class is over, I have soccer practice, where I bounce the ball some more! :D

8. [during the next hours it all depends on the day of the week]

9. At night, I go out. This is partyyyy time.

Then again, all this varies. This is just, the day I'm bored routine when everyone's busy.

OH, YES. TODAY, something DID happen, now that I remember it. ASShley (go GOSSIP GUY!), came into my room at 6:45 in the morning, when I was still not awake, with SOMEONE with her... I better not find out who was her accomplice... and she tied me up. No... correction, she handcuffed me, taped my mouth and tied a leash around my neck. (how did she get in? THROUGH THE WINDOW, which I'll never leave open again, damned monkey!). There was ANOTHER person that pulled me in the dark (because a little girl can't raise ME from the bed). Then, she TOOK ME (embarrasing sight as it is...) to...

... JULIAN'S OFFICE. That little fucking critter was offering me in exchange for lessons from Julian. Seems like she has some brilliant plan for Rink. Poor guy, well according to what I was listening... thinking it better, I envy the guy XD

That's that. I have to attend to class. :P

Monday, July 7, 2008

A Chance

This is just a simple message...

... Because it's been so long since I've spoken to you, because we never seem to encounter each other when I want to the most, because you're far away and due to circumstances I personally can't control, I haven't been able to share with you, see you smile at me, just be together as it is.

So...

Give me a chance to woo you, and shock you, and make you happy, and just be with you.

Give me a chance to be my best.

Give me a chance to hold you dear to me.

Give me a chance, Katz.

You won't regret it ;)

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Blogthings

Since things have been rather slow lately (I did get to go to the movies with Katz... [...and Veronique too]). In general, however, not much has happened lately. I'm happy. Today I stayed in, though. There's an important soccer game tomorrow and I decided to chill. You never want to party TOO much BEFORE the game, but... hehe... afterwards, when I win!

So... I decided to take some blog tests... just for the heck of it.




Your Karaoke Theme Song is "I'm Too Sexy"



You're a total goof ball and a bit of a nut job. You don't take yourself seriously at all.

And while you may not be the greatest singer, you're the first to volunteer for karaoke.



You have a wild and unpredictable sense of humor that always gets people cracking up.

Irreverent and rebellious, your humor knows no bounds or limits. You enjoy shocking people.



You might also sing: "Like a Virgin," "Ice Ice Baby," and "Hey Ya!"



Stay away from people who sing: "Sweet Home Alabama"






You Are From Mars



You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.

You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.

You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.

Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.

So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.






Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire



You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.

Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.

Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.

At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.



Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all



Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers



HAHAHAHA! I'm THE HUMAN TORCH! MUA HA!




You Are a Phoenix



Driven and ambitious, you tend to acquire material success easily.

You have grand schemes - both for your own life and for changing the whole world.

You are a great leader, and you have no problem taking the reigns.

However, you aren't all business. You also have great talents for performing and visual arts.



Finally... For Julian:




You Are a Boxer Puppy



Energetic, playful and good with kids.

You've also got a wild spirit that can't be trained or tamed.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Whao.

Whao.

I've been gone for two days (Military Flying Program in United Kingdom) and so many things have happened.

I guess I have a lot of catching up to do, or better said... a lot of things to catch.

Oh well, in any case, Alphapup is back!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Anniversary

Though I updated and changed my blogspot today, it's maybe due to the fact that I felt like doing something extreme, or different, or new...

After I finished playing around with my site, Lucille stopped by.

She was dressed in black and smiled at me softly. It was strange when my sister wasn't shouting around, delighted, looking for her next male victims, designing clothing... seeing her calmed, standing straight meant something was up. Then again, I had also finished wearing my black suit and matching tie. For a brief second we faced each other and then I hugged her tenderly. I placed my arm around her shoulders and we started walking in the hallway.

As we exited the school, another figure caught up to us.

Leonardo was as somber as we were. He gave Lucy a soft smile. She walked towards him and wrapped her arms around him.

"So..." he looked at me "We're going to mass, right?"

I nodded. "I'll go visit his grave later, but that's just me. Unless one of you wants to come with me in Celine."

Lucy shook her head. "I'd go, but I don't really like flying, Eric."

"I could go with you." Leo stared. "But I don't know why you even offer. I know you prefer to be alone."

True. When it was about going to visit Grandpa's remains... I guess I didn't want anyone seeing me in those moments.

"It's been three years, huh?" Lucille started walking ahead of us.

"I've missed him." Leo smiled. "Even though he was going to kill me when he found out I wanted to do medicine, at least he didn't kick me out of the family."

While we walked outside (we had permission), both Carol and Ashley appeared from nowhere. They were dressed accordingly too. Caroline was holding her cousin's arm, Ash looked like she'd just woken up and had been forced to wear the black clothing, though I knew quite well she liked the color.

"What are you two doing here?" Lucy's face brightened significantly.

"We've been friends since very little and we knew Norbert quite well." Carol said matter of factly. "How could we not accompany you?"

"Oh! Caroline!" Lucy and Carol hugged each other.

I stared at Ashley. "She forced you to come?" I couldn't help but smile.

She shook her head. "No. It's just that I was finally taking a break when she appeared out of nowhere with all these accesories... Regardless of that, you know you can count on us. Though I know you don't like... these moments."

I placed my hand on her head. "It's okay, Ash. I appreciate both of you coming."

Her green eyes pierced me. She looked at me strangely, like she always did when I was this serious, when life seemed to have been sucked out of my very core.

"I said it's okay." I repeated, and she nodded.

Afterwards all five of us took off. I guess, we had company... but right now... it felt awfully lonely.




Following Advice


Someone said something about a lightning rod?


I decided to change things a bit. Any change is good change, as long as you learn how to adapt to it. Ain't that right?